Friday, July 07, 2006

hey!!!...i vry happy at last...hehe...i 4got my own blog password...now i rembr it at last...erm...i got lots of ting to tell wad had happen to me..i cant tell u hw im feeling now daes...so lonely and damn sad...haiz...ohh..y m i feeling lyk tis..its kinda of pyse(malu/shy)...
erm...i realie dunno..during one of the last part of the holidaes i meet a primary skool guy..hu was then my primary skool guy..we chat and then he revealed tat he had fallen for me despise my fatness and uglyness..well..he said tat he had fallen for me seriously...haha...u believe it.. haiz..i dun realie but after tat he pick me up from mac donald where i werk..i then starts to haf feelingd for him..then i try to keep it to myself until i could no longer stand it..only a little feelings coz its not even kolled LOVE but its called LIKE or INFACTUATION....well...i decided to revealed to him after he said tat he is waiting 4 me but there is 3 gals waiting 4 him..but, believe it or not...he said he wanted to remain single after he made me confess...arg!!!...i dunnoe whether i can still trust guy's sweet talks which then bcame poison in gerl's heart tat ltr weakens her and kill her slowly....
well..lets not talk bout tis..coz i feel hatred in my heart rhough he is now my fren..only FREN..
hehe..lets talk about world cup...my favez is out!!..arg!!...my brazil...its the only country i supported heart and soul...hehex..xp..erm...then during the holidaes olso i got tis camp kolled the spec course camp...i became a sargeant now...yeah!!...next..i met tis chinese guy at a 3day camp tat doesnt stay overnyte...i met tis guy tat attracted me since first tym at met him somewhere at cdc...ohh...his face...his smile...HEY!!...come on!!he is juz my admire...juz the same as i admire Fauzie Laily and the guy at anugerah skrin finalis name...SHAH ISKANDAR MAHFUZ...ohhh....he is so cute...but SHAHRIL is not bad wif NURUL HUDA......
well...tok about tat reminds me of my studies tat realie had flunk..but im going to catch up... and the bartley idol tat im the announcer and the heritage carnival..ohh..how great...im so happy...vry happy...and vry excited...ohh...hahahazz....
ohk....i hope to write up soon...gonna miss ya all..byez...cya....BYEZ!!!...