Friday, March 31, 2006
ehem...yup...i nvr add for so long..not tat i dun wan to add.no time man!!..hehe...not only no time..no computer lar...hmm..life haf been fun and full of activities...erm..recently during holidaes, i go to mount ophir or known as gunung ledang..haiz..fun but damn tiring..the experience was fun tat i wanted to gif up half wae but ppl encourage ma..how can gif up!!
next after come back i start ed talking to the person i luv the most...oh my gosh!!...so fun and exciting..hehe.. i can neva 4get his charming voice..wow!!..hehe..then i oso got a job in mac donald a pasiris whitesand and starting only todae!!..hehe..gonna be fun man!!wakakaka!!!...
i oso got tis competition of cheerleading competiting wif other uniform group and i represent ncc air!!..well..
unexpectingly, we come in second and got to eat pizza..our teacher bought for us...so damn happy tat our tiredness paid off..fuyoh!!..exciting..and since then onwards too..i stared talking to the guy tat i lub the most...
well...life had been up and down now daes and lately had been fun..hehe..and had been so lovingly...haha... well..todae i had parrents meeting session wif teachers and im lucky tat my comment are great..or not i die arg...huahaha...erm...my best fren, ain neva turn up...erm...wonder??!!..well..im nervous bout starting to work..well..hope i can add again soon..mizz ya alot!!!..
and dun 4get to rite ur short message for me..wokey??cya soon!!!..gonna mizz u!!
Thursday, March 02, 2006
hey...last two daes are full of laughter and woes..huh...laughter are bcoz of frens and him... he smiled at me...yeah!!..but its bfore i knew the truth...frens alwaes brought laughter and joys in my heart..my frens...place for me to share woes and joys...ain..who alwaes makes me laugh wif her blur reaction (at tyms lah) and alwaes dere to hear me out..waty..who makes me laugh wif her lame jokes..serene..who olso makes me laugh wif her fun jokeand stories...
nurul...who lyks to actcool and tend to be manje...tat make me laugh...zahara..who very cute and her facial expressions funny wen tell jokes...and lots more frens if i were to tell in details...
ermm...yesterdae i got to noe tat the guy, whom i luv so much, lyks another gal and is my god sista..i felt so sad and the pain is so deep..however..tat doesnt come from my heart and i felt quite ok...but todae..my another god sista tells me tat he confessed to her whom he lyks and tat is my other sista i told u juz now..the feeling is so pain...and worst is tat my god sista lyks him too...my world crashed!!..my dreams are smashed!!..i felt tat the pain of the wound in my heart will neva go awae especially the feeling of hatred for my sista who backstab me.. why??!!..i wonder if they wans to hurt my feelings greatly...haiz..
however...i juz hope tat he will find his happiness wif tat someone...and tat happiness will last long...and i juz hope tat my heart will stand the pain of tis wound and will cure...i hope to find happiness and try to luv again as now i dun tink i can luv...i reallie dunnoe...coz i belief tat luv will coz pain ad hurt my heart...for now..i will try to forget him...i treat him as my brother...
lets stop the luv ting and moves to frenship..and exams...my exam so far all pass and todae last paper tat is mr loo subject..poa...i tink its tough but okok lar..well..i hope i will do well in tis subject..for frenship..juz now my fren hurt me but doesnt realise it...the person doesnt appreciate wad i've done for the person but keeps hurting me wif its words and actions...well i try to control and patient...
okok..i had to go now i had to go awae..to relax my stressed mind and cooled my heart of raging fire and pain caused by the two people...haiz..lets 4get bout it so tat i can still smile... still laugh...hopefully..still luv...*winking and a small smile*...byez...cya soon..
